Sunday, October 09, 2005
nasi goreng
mr eye candy
Ubud
catholic church
next morning (wed)
me
Atmosphere restaurant

beach front dining, sitting at a varanda type thingy to hav dinner damn cool n damn romantic.. love dis place.
4 of us spent less den S$50 i tink.. jus imagine.. i had 1 of the most ex dish on e menu n dat only costs R$76,000 dere abouts.. convert to S$ is abt S$12.60 for a 200g ribeye steak... which tasted AWESOME! *slurps
discovery shopping mall
in the rm
Saturday, October 08, 2005
Friday, October 07, 2005
Back from Bali
hello everyone!
i is back frm Bali le..
sadly din accomplish much frm shopping.. however, i'm glad i did make dis trip down south.
Bali is as beautiful as ever. i'll miss e place for sure.
cant wait to go dere again.. perhaps next hols? :P
parents r overall pleased wif the trip,
eventho sis n i had a really really difficult time convincing my mum to go,
(but in e end she still came along) she loved the place. =)
thank god for our safe trip dere and back.
NOTE: Garuda kinda sucks.
sat in the boeing 737-400
F.Y.I: for the benefit of those who duno wad model dat is.. it's e plane wif the 3-aisle-3 seats. really small plane.
the ride to Jakarta was AWFUL... upon reaching CGK, we were led to wrong parts of the airport for transit 3 times! when we finally reached the right transit hall, we had to wait a really long time b4 we cud take our domestic transfer to DPS.
F.Y.I: the connecting flight to DPS, using the same 737-400 had only 26 pax in total.. sad huh?
*SIGH* k la indonesians.. usually work at dis pace.. slow.
us sporeans r jus too used to the fast paced life u c
a huge sigh of relief upon reaching DPS.. was so so glad to be in Bali
love dat island.
ok i'm getting a bit tired to fill in so much details
lets jus cut to the chase.
Bali was great, lyd had hardly any money to spend, bought few things, cos din like the idea of spending dad's money, enjoyed her trip, learnt alot more abt the Balinese culture, love the resort she was living in, met new pple (the locals working in e resort), visited new places, visited Kuta Square (the bomb site) and took pictures (will post dem soon), had a great holiday, had fun, missing dat place alr and will return dere soon.
i is back frm Bali le..
sadly din accomplish much frm shopping.. however, i'm glad i did make dis trip down south.
Bali is as beautiful as ever. i'll miss e place for sure.
cant wait to go dere again.. perhaps next hols? :P
parents r overall pleased wif the trip,
eventho sis n i had a really really difficult time convincing my mum to go,
(but in e end she still came along) she loved the place. =)
thank god for our safe trip dere and back.
NOTE: Garuda kinda sucks.
sat in the boeing 737-400
F.Y.I: for the benefit of those who duno wad model dat is.. it's e plane wif the 3-aisle-3 seats. really small plane.
the ride to Jakarta was AWFUL... upon reaching CGK, we were led to wrong parts of the airport for transit 3 times! when we finally reached the right transit hall, we had to wait a really long time b4 we cud take our domestic transfer to DPS.
F.Y.I: the connecting flight to DPS, using the same 737-400 had only 26 pax in total.. sad huh?
*SIGH* k la indonesians.. usually work at dis pace.. slow.
us sporeans r jus too used to the fast paced life u c
a huge sigh of relief upon reaching DPS.. was so so glad to be in Bali
love dat island.
ok i'm getting a bit tired to fill in so much details
lets jus cut to the chase.
Bali was great, lyd had hardly any money to spend, bought few things, cos din like the idea of spending dad's money, enjoyed her trip, learnt alot more abt the Balinese culture, love the resort she was living in, met new pple (the locals working in e resort), visited new places, visited Kuta Square (the bomb site) and took pictures (will post dem soon), had a great holiday, had fun, missing dat place alr and will return dere soon.
Monday, October 03, 2005
Lyd's off to Bali
alrite so dis is the last post before i fly off to Bali tmr morn.
Peace to all.
hope everyone enjoys their week ahead
pls do pray for my family's safety..
altho i'm pretty sure everything will be ok
but the transit at Jakarta's Intl Airport is a wee bit dodgy..
so lets jus hope God will watch over and protect us.
yup so study hard everyone.. esp those having exams soon.. dun b like me, 3 weeks b4 exams still got mood to go holiday
i'll b struggling when i return for sure
head too full of air to study.. haha
yup.. so take care everyone.
i'll update u guys again once i'm back =)
Peace to all.
hope everyone enjoys their week ahead
pls do pray for my family's safety..
altho i'm pretty sure everything will be ok
but the transit at Jakarta's Intl Airport is a wee bit dodgy..
so lets jus hope God will watch over and protect us.
yup so study hard everyone.. esp those having exams soon.. dun b like me, 3 weeks b4 exams still got mood to go holiday
i'll b struggling when i return for sure
head too full of air to study.. haha
yup.. so take care everyone.
i'll update u guys again once i'm back =)
Sunday, October 02, 2005
messed up
ok 1st up, i wud like to say dat......
I dreamt of Taufik!!!!!
heh? the damn spore idol laaaaa... haii..
dun ask me how or why him but its jus him la ya.. so..
oh well.. dreamt dat he asked me out..
muahahahahahahahahahahaha *lmao*
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ok next is..
after having a nice chat wif Sir Daltz last nite
i wud like to post a statement dat he make
he said
sometimes when a girl needs u to be dere, jus be dere. nuff said.
no need to question why or intentions
how cool is dat?
dis is jus 1 of the reasons why i will always respect him.
looking back, he has always been dere for me no matter wad. no questions asked.
he is rite.
generally speaking, when a fren needs u to be dere, dere's no need for how come, why, what happened etc. dun b a kaypo..
when ure needed jus be dere. fullstop
no need to ask long ask short.
sometimes, presence of company is wad's most impt.
i still rem back in my KC days.. dats how it all went
pris was best at dat back den.
everytime we hav a problem, for example me,
danielle, ryna, alifya, michelle, kim, erica and pris will jus b dere
beside me, saying nthg but jus telling me its alrite.
comforting me n eventually cracking me up again.
this is why i will always rem my kc babes.
thru all those times, scoldings and public punishments..
i must say dat some of my kc frens hav come n gone.
but memories will always stay.
i will nvr trade my memories and experiences for anything else in dis world.
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well.. in recent weeks, many events have been happening world wide
doesnt directly concern me but i must say i do feel affected by it
those dat r gonna tell me 'dont tink so much' etc, save it
i'm not gonna b indifferent.
everyone is jus watching the world fall apart b4 our very eyes and we individuals cant do anything. i know.
but perhaps we shud all pray for God to deliver us out of this mess.
its an awful terrible mess.
why this? why now?
in the bible, revelations, God is coming. we all know dat.
but is this all really a sign from God?
perhaps so i believe.
we shud all be vigilant. pray hard and repent.
no pt living in regret and feeling sorry for ourselves.
self pity's gonna lead us no where.
yesterday evening's rosary session was really good i felt.
God held up the rain for us until we finished the rosary session.
God is good.
as soon as we finished, it started drizzling, den rain.
well, my heart, mind and prayers go out to the Balinese pple..
they are all innocent pple.. i jus dun understand why they hav to be in dis mess..
in those fuckers wanna bomb, go bomb demselves bcos they hav sinned terribly.
taking innocent lives like dis.
is dis the teaching of Allah? of cos not.
crazy ass holes.
wad holy war? they shud go bang their heads on the wall these crazy fuckers.
to tink ramadhan is coming up n they do dis.
ya perhaps its their last few days b4 they cannot 'sin' anymore..
BULLSHIT.
now we can only pray that God will make a way when there seems to be no way.
for all of us who r enjoying our lives out dere, mayb u shud stop having fun for once and tink abt those suffering n be mindful and thankful that we r all safe.
hope everyone has a peaceful nite.
I dreamt of Taufik!!!!!
heh? the damn spore idol laaaaa... haii..
dun ask me how or why him but its jus him la ya.. so..
oh well.. dreamt dat he asked me out..
muahahahahahahahahahahaha *lmao*
______________________________________________________
ok next is..
after having a nice chat wif Sir Daltz last nite
i wud like to post a statement dat he make
he said
sometimes when a girl needs u to be dere, jus be dere. nuff said.
no need to question why or intentions
how cool is dat?
dis is jus 1 of the reasons why i will always respect him.
looking back, he has always been dere for me no matter wad. no questions asked.
he is rite.
generally speaking, when a fren needs u to be dere, dere's no need for how come, why, what happened etc. dun b a kaypo..
when ure needed jus be dere. fullstop
no need to ask long ask short.
sometimes, presence of company is wad's most impt.
i still rem back in my KC days.. dats how it all went
pris was best at dat back den.
everytime we hav a problem, for example me,
danielle, ryna, alifya, michelle, kim, erica and pris will jus b dere
beside me, saying nthg but jus telling me its alrite.
comforting me n eventually cracking me up again.
this is why i will always rem my kc babes.
thru all those times, scoldings and public punishments..
i must say dat some of my kc frens hav come n gone.
but memories will always stay.
i will nvr trade my memories and experiences for anything else in dis world.
___________________________________________________________
well.. in recent weeks, many events have been happening world wide
doesnt directly concern me but i must say i do feel affected by it
those dat r gonna tell me 'dont tink so much' etc, save it
i'm not gonna b indifferent.
everyone is jus watching the world fall apart b4 our very eyes and we individuals cant do anything. i know.
but perhaps we shud all pray for God to deliver us out of this mess.
its an awful terrible mess.
why this? why now?
in the bible, revelations, God is coming. we all know dat.
but is this all really a sign from God?
perhaps so i believe.
we shud all be vigilant. pray hard and repent.
no pt living in regret and feeling sorry for ourselves.
self pity's gonna lead us no where.
yesterday evening's rosary session was really good i felt.
God held up the rain for us until we finished the rosary session.
God is good.
as soon as we finished, it started drizzling, den rain.
well, my heart, mind and prayers go out to the Balinese pple..
they are all innocent pple.. i jus dun understand why they hav to be in dis mess..
in those fuckers wanna bomb, go bomb demselves bcos they hav sinned terribly.
taking innocent lives like dis.
is dis the teaching of Allah? of cos not.
crazy ass holes.
wad holy war? they shud go bang their heads on the wall these crazy fuckers.
to tink ramadhan is coming up n they do dis.
ya perhaps its their last few days b4 they cannot 'sin' anymore..
BULLSHIT.
now we can only pray that God will make a way when there seems to be no way.
for all of us who r enjoying our lives out dere, mayb u shud stop having fun for once and tink abt those suffering n be mindful and thankful that we r all safe.
hope everyone has a peaceful nite.
Saturday, October 01, 2005
PISSED
What the fuck is wrong with the fucking world?
i'm so bloody disappointed rite now.. it's jus 3 days b4 i fly off to Bali and dis has to happen
this is not abt me or the holiday
but what the fuck is wrong wif these fucking extremists man?
it's the holy month comin up isnt it?
wad's wif the bombs? 4 of them some more
fuck man damn ass holes
i'm having such a bad headache now
figuring out how i'm suppose to work ard this situation to get a refund of some sort for my trip
jus when my sis n i r so excited abt taking my parents dere this has to happen
after so long n so much efforts of convicing my parents to go to Bali, this has to happen
damn ass holes man
wad the hell is wrong wif their fuckin sick minds
for the gd of the world my ass
god i'm so fuckin pissed off rite now
i'm so bloody disappointed rite now.. it's jus 3 days b4 i fly off to Bali and dis has to happen
this is not abt me or the holiday
but what the fuck is wrong wif these fucking extremists man?
it's the holy month comin up isnt it?
wad's wif the bombs? 4 of them some more
fuck man damn ass holes
i'm having such a bad headache now
figuring out how i'm suppose to work ard this situation to get a refund of some sort for my trip
jus when my sis n i r so excited abt taking my parents dere this has to happen
after so long n so much efforts of convicing my parents to go to Bali, this has to happen
damn ass holes man
wad the hell is wrong wif their fuckin sick minds
for the gd of the world my ass
god i'm so fuckin pissed off rite now
Thursday, September 29, 2005
re-create history
ever wondered wad it means to be indifferent?
read dis:
in·dif·fer·ent ( P ) Pronunciation Key (n-dfr-nt, -dfrnt)adj.
Having no particular interest or concern; apathetic: indifferent to the sufferings of others.
Having no marked feeling for or against: She remained indifferent toward their proposal.
dun u pple tink dat many of us young pple are behaving dis way?
is dis a gd thing? of cos not.
sometimes i wonder why most of us are like dat.. i tink it's bloody pathetic.
when pple can curb being late, they dun.
when pple can curb lying or cheating, they dun.
when pple can curb being a bastard, they dun.
when pple can curb certain bad habits, they jus dun!
why?
cos they r jus being indifferent.
they simply cant be bothered.
maybe the world needs another Hitler to make pple realise we shud all stop daydreaming and expecting or waiting for things to happen.
well like Jesus says: He who is sinless, cast the 1st stone.
at least i noe i make a conscious effort. i wudnt say the same for some others.
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i tink dere's alot of things dat i wish i cud hav changed.. in my past.
if i cud turn back time n altered certain things, i wud.
ask me if i regret certain actions of mine? yes i do.
why? i duno but i jus do. some pple did not deserve getting hurt by me.
seems like there r many things i wish i didnt do.
but everything happens for a reason, so pple move on.
perhaps on my birthday, i shall wish for a time travel machine.
so dat i cud re-create history.
perhaps make things a lil better.
we love some, we miss some.
the question is, do they still feel the same?
everyone wishes for a fairytale ending.. but can dat happen?
does dat even exist?
i was taught to love and give wifout counting the cost.
do unto others wad u want others to do unto u..
wud i always be like dat?
tink dat's wearing me out. always wanting to try is tiring.
perhaps like some one once said to me "u shud stop trying to please others"
i realli need to work on dat. perhaps dat statment has some truth in it.
selfless vs selfish
at dis day and age, every single human is selfish, we look out onli for ourselves,
me, myself and i mentality
how crappy.
now. abt fun.
wad is fun?
wad is the pleasure of fun?
wad benefits does it reap a person?
k la.. quite a lot. varies from person to person.
everybody wants to have fun.
but dere's always a limit to everything.
when do we noe when to stop? the answer is self-control.
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as christians, or those who claim to be christians, shudnt we consistently try to amulate the virtues of Christ?
apparently we r not trying hard enough. go to church, c it all.
at the end of the day, it boils down to our culture. the true blue s'porean culture.
SUCKS.
fucked up attitude and stinking expectations.
every one walks ard wif their noses stuck in the air.
walk along the streets, c it all.
in spore, if u walk down the streets wif a smile on ur face, pple will tink ure mad/ crazy
but in aussie, or america, its a diff culture altogether.
clearly shows sporeans aint all dat friendly.
definately not courteous either.
ok alrite. i beta stop bitching b4 i'll nvr stop.
peace all.
read dis:
in·dif·fer·ent ( P ) Pronunciation Key (n-dfr-nt, -dfrnt)adj.
Having no particular interest or concern; apathetic: indifferent to the sufferings of others.
Having no marked feeling for or against: She remained indifferent toward their proposal.
dun u pple tink dat many of us young pple are behaving dis way?
is dis a gd thing? of cos not.
sometimes i wonder why most of us are like dat.. i tink it's bloody pathetic.
when pple can curb being late, they dun.
when pple can curb lying or cheating, they dun.
when pple can curb being a bastard, they dun.
when pple can curb certain bad habits, they jus dun!
why?
cos they r jus being indifferent.
they simply cant be bothered.
maybe the world needs another Hitler to make pple realise we shud all stop daydreaming and expecting or waiting for things to happen.
well like Jesus says: He who is sinless, cast the 1st stone.
at least i noe i make a conscious effort. i wudnt say the same for some others.
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i tink dere's alot of things dat i wish i cud hav changed.. in my past.
if i cud turn back time n altered certain things, i wud.
ask me if i regret certain actions of mine? yes i do.
why? i duno but i jus do. some pple did not deserve getting hurt by me.
seems like there r many things i wish i didnt do.
but everything happens for a reason, so pple move on.
perhaps on my birthday, i shall wish for a time travel machine.
so dat i cud re-create history.
perhaps make things a lil better.
we love some, we miss some.
the question is, do they still feel the same?
everyone wishes for a fairytale ending.. but can dat happen?
does dat even exist?
i was taught to love and give wifout counting the cost.
do unto others wad u want others to do unto u..
wud i always be like dat?
tink dat's wearing me out. always wanting to try is tiring.
perhaps like some one once said to me "u shud stop trying to please others"
i realli need to work on dat. perhaps dat statment has some truth in it.
selfless vs selfish
at dis day and age, every single human is selfish, we look out onli for ourselves,
me, myself and i mentality
how crappy.
now. abt fun.
wad is fun?
wad is the pleasure of fun?
wad benefits does it reap a person?
k la.. quite a lot. varies from person to person.
everybody wants to have fun.
but dere's always a limit to everything.
when do we noe when to stop? the answer is self-control.
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
as christians, or those who claim to be christians, shudnt we consistently try to amulate the virtues of Christ?
apparently we r not trying hard enough. go to church, c it all.
at the end of the day, it boils down to our culture. the true blue s'porean culture.
SUCKS.
fucked up attitude and stinking expectations.
every one walks ard wif their noses stuck in the air.
walk along the streets, c it all.
in spore, if u walk down the streets wif a smile on ur face, pple will tink ure mad/ crazy
but in aussie, or america, its a diff culture altogether.
clearly shows sporeans aint all dat friendly.
definately not courteous either.
ok alrite. i beta stop bitching b4 i'll nvr stop.
peace all.
Dictionary.com
can u differentiate the meanings of the following words?
perhaps most of u got no time to flip the dictionary or are unclear of the meanings,
so pls take some time to read below.
love ( P ) Pronunciation Key (lv)n.
A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.
pos·ses·sive ( P ) Pronunciation Key (p-zsv)adj.
Of or relating to ownership or possession.
Having or manifesting a desire to control or dominate another, especially in order to limit that person's relationships with others: a possessive parent.
Grammar. Of, relating to, or being a noun or pronoun case that indicates possession.
re·la·tion·ship ( P ) Pronunciation Key (r-lshn-shp)n.
The condition or fact of being related; connection or association.
Connection by blood or marriage; kinship.
A particular type of connection existing between people related to or having dealings with each other: has a close relationship with his siblings.
A romantic or sexual involvement.
ob·li·ga·tion ( P ) Pronunciation Key (bl-gshn)n.
Something owed as payment or in return for a special service or favor.
The service or favor for which one is indebted to another.
The state, fact, or feeling of being indebted to another for a special service or favor received.
pri·or·i·ty ( P ) Pronunciation Key (pr-ôr-t, -r-)n. pl. pri·or·i·ties
Precedence, especially established by order of importance or urgency.
An established right to precedence.
An authoritative rating that establishes such precedence.
A preceding or coming earlier in time.
Something afforded or deserving prior attention.
perhaps most of u got no time to flip the dictionary or are unclear of the meanings,
so pls take some time to read below.
love ( P ) Pronunciation Key (lv)n.
A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.
pos·ses·sive ( P ) Pronunciation Key (p-zsv)adj.
Of or relating to ownership or possession.
Having or manifesting a desire to control or dominate another, especially in order to limit that person's relationships with others: a possessive parent.
Grammar. Of, relating to, or being a noun or pronoun case that indicates possession.
re·la·tion·ship ( P ) Pronunciation Key (r-lshn-shp)n.
The condition or fact of being related; connection or association.
Connection by blood or marriage; kinship.
A particular type of connection existing between people related to or having dealings with each other: has a close relationship with his siblings.
A romantic or sexual involvement.
ob·li·ga·tion ( P ) Pronunciation Key (bl-gshn)n.
Something owed as payment or in return for a special service or favor.
The service or favor for which one is indebted to another.
The state, fact, or feeling of being indebted to another for a special service or favor received.
pri·or·i·ty ( P ) Pronunciation Key (pr-ôr-t, -r-)n. pl. pri·or·i·ties
Precedence, especially established by order of importance or urgency.
An established right to precedence.
An authoritative rating that establishes such precedence.
A preceding or coming earlier in time.
Something afforded or deserving prior attention.
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
why me?
here's a news flash... Lyd is not operating in her tippest toppest condition AGAIN!!
WHY ME??? NOT AGAIN!!!!!
sigh... dis is unfortunate man.. sneezing, coughing, itchy & dry throat, bad headaches...
they're all back!! all of em'! damn shit man!
all my cod liver oil dun seem 2 be workin!! heh
as i'm typing dis entry, u can jus imagine me blowing my nose, sniffing real hard n stuff...
yup dat's me.. dat's lyd for u..
how can dis be? not 1 week b4 i go to bali!! =( *sobzzzz*
cant wait for dis get-away man.. hopefully it'll do me some gd..
but i'm wonderin... how cud nasi goreng & mee goreng possibly do me any gd?
hmmmmmmmm.... dat's a thot..
well food therapy perhaps? :P
dunkin doughnuts, baskin robbins ice cream, jaffels, teh botel, the sun, sand and ... perhaps retail therapy?
ok i alr drafted my shopping list & trust me, i'm keepin it to a minimum...
only the local products and those i realli need.
heh. well realli hope my parents will enjoy as much as i noe my sis n i wud! ;) teehee
bali is paradise man... when u c the beach, u'll be thanking God that he created the world so beautiful so perfect.
exams are slightly less then a mth away. keeping my fingers crossed on dat 1.
3 papers.. duno how dis will all work out. my 1st uni exams. *gasp*
will it be scary? well at least aft it i noe i'm 1 sem down, 3 more to go b4 i become a graduate! haa! dat's provided all goes well... n me dun havta repeat any modules... =P
well dis morning, b4 i set out to the dentist, i was sitting on my bed, lookin at how messy my damn unpacked cupboard was.. when suddenly my ears tuned in to music coming frm opposite my hse! guess wad it was?!
Lyd's favourite tune!! "If We Hold On Together"
dis song.. my gdnesss.. has been my all time classic cartoon tune man...
remember? the main theme song for Land Before Time???
dat's 1 of Lyd's favourite cartoons!!!!! even til now i must say... hee..
the primary sch was playing it as replacement for the recess over bell.
when i heard it, the 1st thing dat came to my mind was Grace.
i remember.. my mummy used to say 1 of e lil dinosaurs called Ducky reminds her of Grace.
hee! jus so u noe.. my sis is Sarah... the 3 horn. =X
*muahahahahahahahahahahahahaha*
ahemmmm.. kk back to wad i was saying..
ya so dat's y i thot abt my cuzy..
did we watch dat cartoon together b4 cuz? i tink we did rite? like extremely long ago got rite?
:P
yea.. anyway today is my bumming day...
yesterday was the last presentation for sem 3.. felt that Fanis and I did a grt job.
*pat on our backs*
at least Patricia looked pleased wif us.. tho our slides need adjustments here n dere..
=) so all's gd
thurs is my last assignment submission. which 2 of my grp mates hav so kindly taken over my responsibility to edit and compile.
today marks exactly 5 more weeks to my birthday... heh..
wonder how's it gonna be like dis yr?
thankfully exams will be over by den so i can do wadever i want. haa
hmm.. Fie's off to Brunei soon.. wont get to send him off this time.. but at least i'll get to say bye.
gd luck wif the training and stay alive! haa. dun lose ur way ya.. :P
and pile on the whitening lotion!! hurhur..
take care of urself most imptly..
cya when u get back.
WHY ME??? NOT AGAIN!!!!!
sigh... dis is unfortunate man.. sneezing, coughing, itchy & dry throat, bad headaches...
they're all back!! all of em'! damn shit man!
all my cod liver oil dun seem 2 be workin!! heh
as i'm typing dis entry, u can jus imagine me blowing my nose, sniffing real hard n stuff...
yup dat's me.. dat's lyd for u..
how can dis be? not 1 week b4 i go to bali!! =( *sobzzzz*
cant wait for dis get-away man.. hopefully it'll do me some gd..
but i'm wonderin... how cud nasi goreng & mee goreng possibly do me any gd?
hmmmmmmmm.... dat's a thot..
well food therapy perhaps? :P
dunkin doughnuts, baskin robbins ice cream, jaffels, teh botel, the sun, sand and ... perhaps retail therapy?
ok i alr drafted my shopping list & trust me, i'm keepin it to a minimum...
only the local products and those i realli need.
heh. well realli hope my parents will enjoy as much as i noe my sis n i wud! ;) teehee
bali is paradise man... when u c the beach, u'll be thanking God that he created the world so beautiful so perfect.
exams are slightly less then a mth away. keeping my fingers crossed on dat 1.
3 papers.. duno how dis will all work out. my 1st uni exams. *gasp*
will it be scary? well at least aft it i noe i'm 1 sem down, 3 more to go b4 i become a graduate! haa! dat's provided all goes well... n me dun havta repeat any modules... =P
well dis morning, b4 i set out to the dentist, i was sitting on my bed, lookin at how messy my damn unpacked cupboard was.. when suddenly my ears tuned in to music coming frm opposite my hse! guess wad it was?!
Lyd's favourite tune!! "If We Hold On Together"
dis song.. my gdnesss.. has been my all time classic cartoon tune man...
remember? the main theme song for Land Before Time???
dat's 1 of Lyd's favourite cartoons!!!!! even til now i must say... hee..
the primary sch was playing it as replacement for the recess over bell.
when i heard it, the 1st thing dat came to my mind was Grace.
i remember.. my mummy used to say 1 of e lil dinosaurs called Ducky reminds her of Grace.
hee! jus so u noe.. my sis is Sarah... the 3 horn. =X
*muahahahahahahahahahahahahaha*
ahemmmm.. kk back to wad i was saying..
ya so dat's y i thot abt my cuzy..
did we watch dat cartoon together b4 cuz? i tink we did rite? like extremely long ago got rite?
:P
yea.. anyway today is my bumming day...
yesterday was the last presentation for sem 3.. felt that Fanis and I did a grt job.
*pat on our backs*
at least Patricia looked pleased wif us.. tho our slides need adjustments here n dere..
=) so all's gd
thurs is my last assignment submission. which 2 of my grp mates hav so kindly taken over my responsibility to edit and compile.
today marks exactly 5 more weeks to my birthday... heh..
wonder how's it gonna be like dis yr?
thankfully exams will be over by den so i can do wadever i want. haa
hmm.. Fie's off to Brunei soon.. wont get to send him off this time.. but at least i'll get to say bye.
gd luck wif the training and stay alive! haa. dun lose ur way ya.. :P
and pile on the whitening lotion!! hurhur..
take care of urself most imptly..
cya when u get back.
Monday, September 26, 2005
especially for my cuzy, Grace
this is a special tribute to my dearest cousin Grace, who has already and will continue to leave a huge mark in my life,
whom i have been missing ever since the moment she stepped thru the glass panels into transit area,
whom i hav shared countless laughters and tears with,
who i felt nvr ever judged me no matter wad stupid things i did,
who nvr failed to be dere for me whenever i needed her,
who had always been and will always be my pillar of strength,
who is and will always be my best fren and confidant,
my study partner,
my hanging & chilling out buddy,
my shopping and chatting kaki,
one dat shared my photos taking & trigger happy moments,
the one i 'set-out' with to collect our O level results,
the one i accompanied to TP to sign up for HTM course,
the one who roped me into TPSU D&D committee,
for every single thing and more cuz,
Thank u for every thing.
here's a lil prayer for u cuz..
Angel of God my guardian dear,
to whom God's love commits Grace here,
ever this day be at her side,
to light and guard,
to rule and guide.
Amen.
cuzy, i miss u loads.
tk gd care of urself.
cant wait to c u back in s'pore.
~~~~~ love ya cuzy ~~~~~
whom i have been missing ever since the moment she stepped thru the glass panels into transit area,
whom i hav shared countless laughters and tears with,
who i felt nvr ever judged me no matter wad stupid things i did,
who nvr failed to be dere for me whenever i needed her,
who had always been and will always be my pillar of strength,
who is and will always be my best fren and confidant,
my study partner,
my hanging & chilling out buddy,
my shopping and chatting kaki,
one dat shared my photos taking & trigger happy moments,
the one i 'set-out' with to collect our O level results,
the one i accompanied to TP to sign up for HTM course,
the one who roped me into TPSU D&D committee,
for every single thing and more cuz,
Thank u for every thing.
here's a lil prayer for u cuz..
Angel of God my guardian dear,
to whom God's love commits Grace here,
ever this day be at her side,
to light and guard,
to rule and guide.
Amen.
cuzy, i miss u loads.
tk gd care of urself.
cant wait to c u back in s'pore.
~~~~~ love ya cuzy ~~~~~
Thursday, September 22, 2005
Baby Blackie 7
Baby Blackie 1
BEP Review
well u guys din miss out on anything much...
cept Fergie's ASS
woohoooo~~~~~~~ *wolf howls & whistles*
my my my... wif an ass like dat and her hips moving ooooweeeeeee...
i tink i'm in love!!!
she is HOT HOT HOT!!!
ok so like i was saying.. BEP concert was aite la..
so those who cudnt make it - even though it was a sell out concert
it was jus aite..
perhaps the crowd expected more frm BEP la.. but cannot blame cos they jus got here frm L.A attendin the Emmy's.. n before dat they were in Japan for a concert too.. so ya..
oh wellz.. so much so for free tix. luckily i din hav 2 pay... heh. i wud b so pissed off wif myself if i did. but dats jus me la.. :P
ms cheapskate signing off~
cept Fergie's ASS
woohoooo~~~~~~~ *wolf howls & whistles*
my my my... wif an ass like dat and her hips moving ooooweeeeeee...
i tink i'm in love!!!
she is HOT HOT HOT!!!
ok so like i was saying.. BEP concert was aite la..
so those who cudnt make it - even though it was a sell out concert
it was jus aite..
perhaps the crowd expected more frm BEP la.. but cannot blame cos they jus got here frm L.A attendin the Emmy's.. n before dat they were in Japan for a concert too.. so ya..
oh wellz.. so much so for free tix. luckily i din hav 2 pay... heh. i wud b so pissed off wif myself if i did. but dats jus me la.. :P
ms cheapskate signing off~
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
Black Eyed Peas
alrite guys... who's jealous?
Lyd's goin to attend the Black Eyes Peas concert in another 2hrs time! =P
dun worry, if any one wants to know how it went, can always call me ya? ;)
haii dis shud b the last of my free passes to concerts now dat sis is moving to sentosa.
damn! to tink abt it, i dun even get a damn free pass into sentosa man... heh. govt bodies.. SUCK!
anyway like i was saying.. i shall enjoy the concert tonite! haa!
peace out ya'll..
Lyd's goin to attend the Black Eyes Peas concert in another 2hrs time! =P
dun worry, if any one wants to know how it went, can always call me ya? ;)
haii dis shud b the last of my free passes to concerts now dat sis is moving to sentosa.
damn! to tink abt it, i dun even get a damn free pass into sentosa man... heh. govt bodies.. SUCK!
anyway like i was saying.. i shall enjoy the concert tonite! haa!
peace out ya'll..
In Loving Memory...
This is a little special tribute to little Moley...
Pris dearest, if ure reading dis, i'm really sorry to hear abt Moley's passing...
I hope u will feel better soon.
It was indeed sad to hear..
take care babe.
Pris dearest, if ure reading dis, i'm really sorry to hear abt Moley's passing...
I hope u will feel better soon.
It was indeed sad to hear..
take care babe.
Monday, September 19, 2005
STOP and take a look
many a times we're all too busy doing this and that, going here and there
sometimes we shud jus STOP and Take a Look
why? some might ask..
some wud also say.. " y tink so much?"
others, "is she out of her mind? y she in reflective mode?" etc etc
but guys. perhaps u shud all realli tink abt dis.
amidst all the hustle n bustle of ur life, u shud realli spend some time to recollect urself.
to be at peace n to be at 1 wif urself
sometimes its not abt 'dun tink too much'
or cheer up life aint dat bad
yup ure rite. life isnt dat bad
wadever doesnt kill u makes u stronger in it?
but i guess dats jus me. i'll always b me
i like to tink, i like to reflect
guess john's been too busy wif his life dat he has forgotten his cuzy..
*sigh*
we havent bonded in a realli long time..
we havent been giving each other our 'reality checks' in an extremely long time
n dats bad
he does it best
cant do dat wif anyone else cept grace or john.
mayb its the depth of our relationship la.
growin up together n all.
yup. so hopefully.. i'll hear frm john soon enuff.. dat ass.
no point me scolding him on my blog cos he prolly doesnt know i hav 1
dat ass...
ok anyway.. so as i was saying... do keep dis in mind.
Stop and Take a Look.
sometimes we shud jus STOP and Take a Look
why? some might ask..
some wud also say.. " y tink so much?"
others, "is she out of her mind? y she in reflective mode?" etc etc
but guys. perhaps u shud all realli tink abt dis.
amidst all the hustle n bustle of ur life, u shud realli spend some time to recollect urself.
to be at peace n to be at 1 wif urself
sometimes its not abt 'dun tink too much'
or cheer up life aint dat bad
yup ure rite. life isnt dat bad
wadever doesnt kill u makes u stronger in it?
but i guess dats jus me. i'll always b me
i like to tink, i like to reflect
guess john's been too busy wif his life dat he has forgotten his cuzy..
*sigh*
we havent bonded in a realli long time..
we havent been giving each other our 'reality checks' in an extremely long time
n dats bad
he does it best
cant do dat wif anyone else cept grace or john.
mayb its the depth of our relationship la.
growin up together n all.
yup. so hopefully.. i'll hear frm john soon enuff.. dat ass.
no point me scolding him on my blog cos he prolly doesnt know i hav 1
dat ass...
ok anyway.. so as i was saying... do keep dis in mind.
Stop and Take a Look.
Bali! Here We Come!!
WooHooooooo~~!!
super cant wait til 04Oct!
i'll be off to Bali guys! =)
dun worry, as usual n as trigger happy as i always m,
i will take loadsa pics for all to c! ;)
dis time i'll b main the trip down south wif my parents n sis.
gonna stay at our 2nd choice resort, Harris cos sadly, Mecure is fully booked.
oh well. just our luck
but Harris dun look dat bad .. anyhows we aint gonna stay in e damn rm all day so who cares! :P
jus so long as not dodgy can liaoz..
we're gonna take my parents to go c where sis n i stayed the last time..
haha.. Un's Hotel! ;)
hey it was nice ok! i'll always remember dat place n my 8days dere.
sigh.. dis time wont b able to braid my hair..
but i found beta ways to put daddy's money to gd use.
shant tell u all yet. =P
stay tuned for more details...
yup. so i'll be MIA frm 04-07Oct..
need anything sms me! ;)
super cant wait til 04Oct!
i'll be off to Bali guys! =)
dun worry, as usual n as trigger happy as i always m,
i will take loadsa pics for all to c! ;)
dis time i'll b main the trip down south wif my parents n sis.
gonna stay at our 2nd choice resort, Harris cos sadly, Mecure is fully booked.
oh well. just our luck
but Harris dun look dat bad .. anyhows we aint gonna stay in e damn rm all day so who cares! :P
jus so long as not dodgy can liaoz..
we're gonna take my parents to go c where sis n i stayed the last time..
haha.. Un's Hotel! ;)
hey it was nice ok! i'll always remember dat place n my 8days dere.
sigh.. dis time wont b able to braid my hair..
but i found beta ways to put daddy's money to gd use.
shant tell u all yet. =P
stay tuned for more details...
yup. so i'll be MIA frm 04-07Oct..
need anything sms me! ;)
Sunday, September 18, 2005
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
heh
okok so i have been "reading" quite a bit..
not really so either cos i happen to come across these passages in church last sunday
really felt very enlightened after mass dat evening.
thot abt the pple in my life. esp ivan.
b4 anyone gets any big reactions frm e mere mention of dat fella's name.
come on.. he's still my fren... n 2ndly, he's still a part of me la u noe..
so ok.. the gist of it is i need to learn to let go of things and move on in life. however,
dis is easier said den done. need alot of time to get thru dis.
no amt of talk or advice is gonna work. i've to do dis on my own.
dis is wad happens when the love of ur life hurts u like it doesnt matter.
so anyway..
okok back to lyd's boring lifestyle
i've been pissed off majorly by a certain some1.. n some1sss
shant mention names
well.. little things irritate me these days so beware.
things will certainly get beta by 29sept la
so pls b patient wif me.
it aint ez but i'm trying, be assured.
i need my frens to b understanding rite now.
perhaps for a change pple shud b more tolerant wif me
instead of me having to put up wif pple's shit all the f**king time.
i need peace. i need space. i need time.
not really so either cos i happen to come across these passages in church last sunday
really felt very enlightened after mass dat evening.
thot abt the pple in my life. esp ivan.
b4 anyone gets any big reactions frm e mere mention of dat fella's name.
come on.. he's still my fren... n 2ndly, he's still a part of me la u noe..
so ok.. the gist of it is i need to learn to let go of things and move on in life. however,
dis is easier said den done. need alot of time to get thru dis.
no amt of talk or advice is gonna work. i've to do dis on my own.
dis is wad happens when the love of ur life hurts u like it doesnt matter.
so anyway..
okok back to lyd's boring lifestyle
i've been pissed off majorly by a certain some1.. n some1sss
shant mention names
well.. little things irritate me these days so beware.
things will certainly get beta by 29sept la
so pls b patient wif me.
it aint ez but i'm trying, be assured.
i need my frens to b understanding rite now.
perhaps for a change pple shud b more tolerant wif me
instead of me having to put up wif pple's shit all the f**king time.
i need peace. i need space. i need time.
Easy Read 1
Easy Read 1: Eccelesiasticus 27:30 - 28:7
Don't bear grudges!!
Grudge and wrath, these also are abominations in which sinful people excel.
He who demands revenge will suffer the vengence of the Lord who keeps a strict account of his sins. Forgive the mistakes of your neighbour and you may ask that your sins be forgiven.
If a man bears resentment against another, how can he ask God for healing? If he has no compassion on others, how can he pray for forgiveness for his sins?As long as he, mere flesh, is resentful, who will obtain his pardon?
Remember your end and give up hatred; keep in mind your final corruption in the grace and keep the commandments.
Remember the commandments and do not bear grudges against your neighbour. Remember the covenant with the Most High and overlook the offense.
Refrain from quarrelling and you will avoid sin; the hot-headed man sparks off disputes...
when 1 is angry and needs to forgive, pls read: Matthew 18:21 - 35
for the benefit of those who do not have a bible, pls do not hesitate to call Lydia.
On the topic of forgiveness:
Then Peter asked him, "Lord, how many times must I forgive the offenses of my brother or sister? Seven Times?"
Jesus answered, "No, not seven times, but seventy seven times."
If your brother or sister has sinned against you, go n point out the fault when the 2 of u are in private, and if he listens to u, u have won ur brother. If u r not listened to, take with you 1 or 2 others so that the case may be decided by the evidence of 2 or 3 witnesses. If he still refuses to listen to them, tell it to the assembled Church.......
i say to u: whatever u bind on earth, heaven will keep bound; and whatever u unbind on earth, heaven will keep unbound.
Don't bear grudges!!
Grudge and wrath, these also are abominations in which sinful people excel.
He who demands revenge will suffer the vengence of the Lord who keeps a strict account of his sins. Forgive the mistakes of your neighbour and you may ask that your sins be forgiven.
If a man bears resentment against another, how can he ask God for healing? If he has no compassion on others, how can he pray for forgiveness for his sins?As long as he, mere flesh, is resentful, who will obtain his pardon?
Remember your end and give up hatred; keep in mind your final corruption in the grace and keep the commandments.
Remember the commandments and do not bear grudges against your neighbour. Remember the covenant with the Most High and overlook the offense.
Refrain from quarrelling and you will avoid sin; the hot-headed man sparks off disputes...
when 1 is angry and needs to forgive, pls read: Matthew 18:21 - 35
for the benefit of those who do not have a bible, pls do not hesitate to call Lydia.
On the topic of forgiveness:
Then Peter asked him, "Lord, how many times must I forgive the offenses of my brother or sister? Seven Times?"
Jesus answered, "No, not seven times, but seventy seven times."
If your brother or sister has sinned against you, go n point out the fault when the 2 of u are in private, and if he listens to u, u have won ur brother. If u r not listened to, take with you 1 or 2 others so that the case may be decided by the evidence of 2 or 3 witnesses. If he still refuses to listen to them, tell it to the assembled Church.......
i say to u: whatever u bind on earth, heaven will keep bound; and whatever u unbind on earth, heaven will keep unbound.
FORGIVENESS
Lydia was enlightened on 110905 at 6.11pm in Holy Family Church
Forgive your neighbour the hurt he does you,
and when you pray, your sins will be forgiven.
Forgive your neighbour the hurt he does you,
and when you pray, your sins will be forgiven.
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
sorry
sorry for the updateless blog
have been too busy to update anything
will do so when i'm more free.
sorry for any inconvenience caused
perhaps i cud use my blogging time for beta purposes such as self-reflection instead
have been too busy to update anything
will do so when i'm more free.
sorry for any inconvenience caused
perhaps i cud use my blogging time for beta purposes such as self-reflection instead
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
september hatchlings
wow we is got a lutta septemberies!!
uh oh... lyd's gettin broker by the minute! hur hur hur
k la aint dat bad.... tis for all my lovely frens!
hatch days only occur once a yr anyway...
n outta e gdness of moi heart i shall b kind, loving, caring, generous, giving, selfless, acceptable, altruistic, beneficent, benevolent, big, bounteous, bountiful, charitable, chivalrous, considerate, easy, equitable, excellent, fair, free, good, greathearted, helpful, high-minded, honest, honorable, hospitable, just, kind, kindhearted, kindly, lavish, liberal, lofty, loose, magnanimous, moderate, munificent, noble, open-handed, philanthropic, princely, prodigal, profuse, reasonable, soft touch, thoughtful, tolerant, ungrudging, unselfish, unsparing, unstinting, willing and the list goes on...
yup. i noe dis aint christmas but me tinks i shant gif out christmas prezzies la.. shall jus gif my love to my lovely frens on christmas, pray for them and wish dem well :)
ok so y hav i talked abt christmas...? heh
soooosolly...
so to all em' preeetty babes and hunky dories,
!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!
love ya'll!!
hope u all hav many many gd yrs ahead!
god bless u and all ur loved ones!!
all the best in ur endeavours ahead!! ;)
uh oh... lyd's gettin broker by the minute! hur hur hur
k la aint dat bad.... tis for all my lovely frens!
hatch days only occur once a yr anyway...
n outta e gdness of moi heart i shall b kind, loving, caring, generous, giving, selfless, acceptable, altruistic, beneficent, benevolent, big, bounteous, bountiful, charitable, chivalrous, considerate, easy, equitable, excellent, fair, free, good, greathearted, helpful, high-minded, honest, honorable, hospitable, just, kind, kindhearted, kindly, lavish, liberal, lofty, loose, magnanimous, moderate, munificent, noble, open-handed, philanthropic, princely, prodigal, profuse, reasonable, soft touch, thoughtful, tolerant, ungrudging, unselfish, unsparing, unstinting, willing and the list goes on...
yup. i noe dis aint christmas but me tinks i shant gif out christmas prezzies la.. shall jus gif my love to my lovely frens on christmas, pray for them and wish dem well :)
ok so y hav i talked abt christmas...? heh
soooosolly...
so to all em' preeetty babes and hunky dories,
!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!
love ya'll!!
hope u all hav many many gd yrs ahead!
god bless u and all ur loved ones!!
all the best in ur endeavours ahead!! ;)
2nd runner up
ok Lyd's next favourite song frm the latest Craig David's album is:
Johnny
It's another day at school and he's just walking out the door
Got his nap sack on his back and his feet dragging on the floor
Always late, but when he's questioned he can't think of what to say
Hows the bruises from the teacher he's hoping that they go away
Even though his mom and dad they both got problems of their own
Called a .. 22 but he'd still rather be at home
Crys himself to sleep and prays when he wakes up things might have changed
But everythings still the same (But didn't you say)
You always said that I should speak up, Mmm....
But it seems like all the things you said to me before mean nothing at all
Because...
I keep telling you that Johnny's hitting me
Thats why I'm late for school (but you never listen)
Instead you always seem to end up blaming me for things I didn't do
(For what it's worth) I didn't even want to tell you anything in case it made things worse
(Just so you know) Every time I say that Johnny's hitting me
Hey Mom and Dad it hurts
Everyday keeps on repeating like the record on replay
Slowly getting off the bus with Johnny waiting at the gates
Like a friend smiling and waveing and called him out his name
Put his arm around his neck whats up now gimme all your change
Too afraid to make a scene or plead with him to let him go
He just takes whatevers coming, feels the pain with every blow
Trys in vain to make himself be heard as soon as he gets home
But everythings still the same... (But didn't you say)
You always said that I should speak up, Mmm....
But it seems like all the things you said to me before mean nothing at all
Because...
I keep telling you that Johnny's hitting me
Thats why I'm late for school (but you never listen)
Instead you always seem to end up blaming me for things I didn't do
(For what it's worth) I didn't even want to tell you anything in case it made things worse
(Just so you know) Every time I say that Johnny's hitting me
Hey Mom and Dad it hurts
You always said that I should speak up, Mmm...
And to never be afraid to come and tell you if I needed to talk (If I needed to talk, Yeah)
Well I don't know the meaning of love, Mmm...
Cause it seems like all the things you said to me before mean nothing at all (Mean nothing at all)Because....
I keep telling you that Johnny's hitting me
Thats why I'm late for school (but you never listen)
Instead you always seem to end up blaming me for things I didn't do
(For what it's worth) I didn't even want to tell you anything in case it made things worse
(Just so you know) Every time I say that Johnny's hitting me
Hey Mom and Dad it hurts
Johnny
It's another day at school and he's just walking out the door
Got his nap sack on his back and his feet dragging on the floor
Always late, but when he's questioned he can't think of what to say
Hows the bruises from the teacher he's hoping that they go away
Even though his mom and dad they both got problems of their own
Called a .. 22 but he'd still rather be at home
Crys himself to sleep and prays when he wakes up things might have changed
But everythings still the same (But didn't you say)
You always said that I should speak up, Mmm....
But it seems like all the things you said to me before mean nothing at all
Because...
I keep telling you that Johnny's hitting me
Thats why I'm late for school (but you never listen)
Instead you always seem to end up blaming me for things I didn't do
(For what it's worth) I didn't even want to tell you anything in case it made things worse
(Just so you know) Every time I say that Johnny's hitting me
Hey Mom and Dad it hurts
Everyday keeps on repeating like the record on replay
Slowly getting off the bus with Johnny waiting at the gates
Like a friend smiling and waveing and called him out his name
Put his arm around his neck whats up now gimme all your change
Too afraid to make a scene or plead with him to let him go
He just takes whatevers coming, feels the pain with every blow
Trys in vain to make himself be heard as soon as he gets home
But everythings still the same... (But didn't you say)
You always said that I should speak up, Mmm....
But it seems like all the things you said to me before mean nothing at all
Because...
I keep telling you that Johnny's hitting me
Thats why I'm late for school (but you never listen)
Instead you always seem to end up blaming me for things I didn't do
(For what it's worth) I didn't even want to tell you anything in case it made things worse
(Just so you know) Every time I say that Johnny's hitting me
Hey Mom and Dad it hurts
You always said that I should speak up, Mmm...
And to never be afraid to come and tell you if I needed to talk (If I needed to talk, Yeah)
Well I don't know the meaning of love, Mmm...
Cause it seems like all the things you said to me before mean nothing at all (Mean nothing at all)Because....
I keep telling you that Johnny's hitting me
Thats why I'm late for school (but you never listen)
Instead you always seem to end up blaming me for things I didn't do
(For what it's worth) I didn't even want to tell you anything in case it made things worse
(Just so you know) Every time I say that Johnny's hitting me
Hey Mom and Dad it hurts
a great new song
!!newly found!!
song no. 1, top of Lydia's music charts currently...
great music, great lyrics! -- highly recommended!
from Craig David's latest album, the story goes
Never Should Have Walked Away
I can sit and try to figure out the reasons why, you were always going out alone.
I thought that you were meeting with some other guy, all those times you weren't at home.
I was wrong but then I didn't understand, what you were trying to say to me.
I thought that you were busy making other plans, none of those including me.
But then I always had, too many insecurities.
Why didn't I just decide to let it be?
I never should have walked away.
I should've been there for you babe.
I know I handled this all wrong.
I swear, I didn't know.
Things are never gonna be the same, and I know I'm the one to blame.
I've gone and left you torn, baby (Well I didn't know)
I remember it so clear when I got the call, it was the hospital on the phone.
They told me how you slipped and had a nasty fall, and would I come and take you home.
Now that was bad enough but they had more to say, felt like the words came out so slow.
"I'm afraid she lost the baby, but she'll be ok."
and I didn't even know.
But now I see I should've been there from the start, instead of letting it all fall apart.
I didn't know what was wrong.
Girl I didn't know.
I hope you know I never meant to hurt you girl,
but I was way too blind to see, that you were only trying to protect me girl,
I wish you'd had more faith in me.
Now I realize that I've let you down, and you have reasons to act that way.
I thought that you were cheating when you weren't around, thats why I had to walk away.
But girl looking back, in spite of all that we've been through,
I'm asking is there still a chance for me and you?
song no. 1, top of Lydia's music charts currently...
great music, great lyrics! -- highly recommended!
from Craig David's latest album, the story goes
Never Should Have Walked Away
I can sit and try to figure out the reasons why, you were always going out alone.
I thought that you were meeting with some other guy, all those times you weren't at home.
I was wrong but then I didn't understand, what you were trying to say to me.
I thought that you were busy making other plans, none of those including me.
But then I always had, too many insecurities.
Why didn't I just decide to let it be?
I never should have walked away.
I should've been there for you babe.
I know I handled this all wrong.
I swear, I didn't know.
Things are never gonna be the same, and I know I'm the one to blame.
I've gone and left you torn, baby (Well I didn't know)
I remember it so clear when I got the call, it was the hospital on the phone.
They told me how you slipped and had a nasty fall, and would I come and take you home.
Now that was bad enough but they had more to say, felt like the words came out so slow.
"I'm afraid she lost the baby, but she'll be ok."
and I didn't even know.
But now I see I should've been there from the start, instead of letting it all fall apart.
I didn't know what was wrong.
Girl I didn't know.
I hope you know I never meant to hurt you girl,
but I was way too blind to see, that you were only trying to protect me girl,
I wish you'd had more faith in me.
Now I realize that I've let you down, and you have reasons to act that way.
I thought that you were cheating when you weren't around, thats why I had to walk away.
But girl looking back, in spite of all that we've been through,
I'm asking is there still a chance for me and you?
Saturday, August 27, 2005
so fulfilling
was out wif Fie today, n we managed to purchase 3bday presents!
so fulfilling!! ;)
jus hope the receivees will like their presents la
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on a different note,
wonder how sch will be like dis comin week......
well, altho i caught a lil glitch dis week, i'm feelin back in tip top condition again!
:)
my engine is back in full order alr - i tink! haha :p
had a presentation earlier dis week, on wed, 240805
tis was a pretty productive day for me i must say
presentation went smoothly even tho i had a bad throat!
seems like my grp did exceptionally well too when we had debrief, we were told dat our slides were well done n really good.
i even had a personal compliment frm my lecturer, Patricia!
it jus made me feel a-ok man!
jus when i thot i was so nervous and everything... haa!
best part is i onli practiced half an hr b4 my presentation! *shrugs*
well, at least my 1st experienced gained here in SIM.
good la. i'm pleased.
hopefully my week ahead will be a good one too. :)
hope the best for all u guys too!
peace.
so fulfilling!! ;)
jus hope the receivees will like their presents la
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on a different note,
wonder how sch will be like dis comin week......
well, altho i caught a lil glitch dis week, i'm feelin back in tip top condition again!
:)
my engine is back in full order alr - i tink! haha :p
had a presentation earlier dis week, on wed, 240805
tis was a pretty productive day for me i must say
presentation went smoothly even tho i had a bad throat!
seems like my grp did exceptionally well too when we had debrief, we were told dat our slides were well done n really good.
i even had a personal compliment frm my lecturer, Patricia!
it jus made me feel a-ok man!
jus when i thot i was so nervous and everything... haa!
best part is i onli practiced half an hr b4 my presentation! *shrugs*
well, at least my 1st experienced gained here in SIM.
good la. i'm pleased.
hopefully my week ahead will be a good one too. :)
hope the best for all u guys too!
peace.
ANNOUNCEMENT
CRAIG DAVID'S NEW ALBUM : THE STORY GOES is out!!!
go grab a copy frm a music store near u!
pls do not conform to music piracy!
pls buy an original album!
thank u! =)
go grab a copy frm a music store near u!
pls do not conform to music piracy!
pls buy an original album!
thank u! =)
Monday, August 22, 2005
great company
thanks to beefy & javvy who nvr fails to make my 'end-of-the week' so nice everytime
thanks for always being dere for me thru the gd & bad times
sorry if i had been a temperamental & spoilt girl
thanks for making time for our frenship
thanks for the calling card so i cud talk to Grace
thanks for the wonderful frenship and company which i will always always cherish
BEC: pls dun fly our kite agn!! :P look forward to seeing ya!
thanks for always being dere for me thru the gd & bad times
sorry if i had been a temperamental & spoilt girl
thanks for making time for our frenship
thanks for the calling card so i cud talk to Grace
thanks for the wonderful frenship and company which i will always always cherish
BEC: pls dun fly our kite agn!! :P look forward to seeing ya!
my baby!
me driving!
Thursday, August 18, 2005
going under
i duno how much more of dis i can take
fuck my brain is not functioning normally anymore
is it jus me or are things getting from bad to worst?
i seem to be losing grip of things ard me
wad's happening
dis cant happen now
not when everything is peaking
damn shit.
everything is a mess.
1 big huge mess.
fuck my brain is not functioning normally anymore
is it jus me or are things getting from bad to worst?
i seem to be losing grip of things ard me
wad's happening
dis cant happen now
not when everything is peaking
damn shit.
everything is a mess.
1 big huge mess.
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
cheated
CURRENT MOOD: ANGRY
I'VE BEEN CHEATED!!!!!!!!
damn it!! i dun believe dis man!!! i was so cheated!
paid $5 for my spss class for NOTHING!!
dere was NO CLASS!
i went all the way to Clementi - for NOTHING!!
they din even announce on our student portal dat other classes were cancelled!
damn it
am i stupid or dumb!
damn student care services - my arse!
kaoz i really duno man..
dat evelyn woman said she came at least 6 times to annouce for a reshuffling of classes but how come i din hear??
how come me alex n fanis din noe?
she said almost half of the class came for the renewed dates
where did the other half go den?
looks like the 3 of us r part of the other half.
*sigh* now dere's no refresher course for us for spss.
duno how sia liddat.
none of the 6 of us have attended the course.
great jus great
now we'll b having great difficulties using the spss system and analysing the data
cos we cant quite recall how to do it!!!
perfect.
today, tuesday, is not a gd day.
doesnt help dat Alex's grandma jus passed away dis morn.
felt so bad cos i was lost for words to console him.
perhaps i shud drop by the wake?
still considering.. it was nice of him to tell me not to bcos of work
but.. i duno man.. dis kinda things.. tsk
like u noe.. support a bit?
haii.. dis sucks
death.. life is so fragile..
he was really close to her..
these feelings seem so recent.
lets hope god will receive her in heaven.
and hope dat God will console his family.
I'VE BEEN CHEATED!!!!!!!!
damn it!! i dun believe dis man!!! i was so cheated!
paid $5 for my spss class for NOTHING!!
dere was NO CLASS!
i went all the way to Clementi - for NOTHING!!
they din even announce on our student portal dat other classes were cancelled!
damn it
am i stupid or dumb!
damn student care services - my arse!
kaoz i really duno man..
dat evelyn woman said she came at least 6 times to annouce for a reshuffling of classes but how come i din hear??
how come me alex n fanis din noe?
she said almost half of the class came for the renewed dates
where did the other half go den?
looks like the 3 of us r part of the other half.
*sigh* now dere's no refresher course for us for spss.
duno how sia liddat.
none of the 6 of us have attended the course.
great jus great
now we'll b having great difficulties using the spss system and analysing the data
cos we cant quite recall how to do it!!!
perfect.
today, tuesday, is not a gd day.
doesnt help dat Alex's grandma jus passed away dis morn.
felt so bad cos i was lost for words to console him.
perhaps i shud drop by the wake?
still considering.. it was nice of him to tell me not to bcos of work
but.. i duno man.. dis kinda things.. tsk
like u noe.. support a bit?
haii.. dis sucks
death.. life is so fragile..
he was really close to her..
these feelings seem so recent.
lets hope god will receive her in heaven.
and hope dat God will console his family.
bring on the statistics!
!~weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!
today cant get any more exciting den it already is! haa =P
dragged myself outta bed as usual in an attempt to find some articles for OE grp.
also, ltr at 1.30pm i is got Statistical Package for Social Sciences Class!
doesnt it sound so exciting?! =)
simply cant wait!
so thrilling and interesting!
nonetheless, i got my essay done, submitted, end of story.
next individual assignment is called my law essays.
kaoz. mayb shall seek some help frm that lawyer cuzy of mine.
he shud make himself more useful to me for a change.
ok so i shall get busy - get down to lookin for articles.
take care all
today cant get any more exciting den it already is! haa =P
dragged myself outta bed as usual in an attempt to find some articles for OE grp.
also, ltr at 1.30pm i is got Statistical Package for Social Sciences Class!
doesnt it sound so exciting?! =)
simply cant wait!
so thrilling and interesting!
nonetheless, i got my essay done, submitted, end of story.
next individual assignment is called my law essays.
kaoz. mayb shall seek some help frm that lawyer cuzy of mine.
he shud make himself more useful to me for a change.
ok so i shall get busy - get down to lookin for articles.
take care all
Sunday, August 14, 2005
bad mood
today's mood has been pretty dreadful and awful all day so far
my essay is nearly done now - last minute work sucks
i know but cant help it - what's done is done
some work is better den no work
best part is - how come i'm so stupid to not realise earlier dat i do not have enough references?
i feel like such a fool rite now
wad's done cant be undone i suppose.
shit.
no use crying over spilt milk
so i'm sulking and struggling to finish up the damn essay
its due tmr
thanks to alex
at dis pt in time, i still got him on msn
managed to ask him for some tips
he even read my essay for me
luckily it makes sense to him
jus hope to get at least a credit for this
lets hope my monday tmr wont b such a dreadful one
my essay is nearly done now - last minute work sucks
i know but cant help it - what's done is done
some work is better den no work
best part is - how come i'm so stupid to not realise earlier dat i do not have enough references?
i feel like such a fool rite now
wad's done cant be undone i suppose.
shit.
no use crying over spilt milk
so i'm sulking and struggling to finish up the damn essay
its due tmr
thanks to alex
at dis pt in time, i still got him on msn
managed to ask him for some tips
he even read my essay for me
luckily it makes sense to him
jus hope to get at least a credit for this
lets hope my monday tmr wont b such a dreadful one
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Faith Hope and Charity
when u believe in Jesus Christ u are known as a CHRISTIAN.
ever wondered what is left of the word if u were to remove the CHRIST?
u will be left with IAN.
wad does this IAN stand for?
I AM NOTHING.
therefore, moral of the story is... without CHRIST, I AM NOTHING.
ever wondered what is left of the word if u were to remove the CHRIST?
u will be left with IAN.
wad does this IAN stand for?
I AM NOTHING.
therefore, moral of the story is... without CHRIST, I AM NOTHING.
good day
i got to speak with my cuzy today! thanks to beefy (herbert)
my brother made my day!
he surprised us by getting a calling card so that we cud call grace.
he's so thotful
i miss my cuzy so much
the moment i heard her voice i knew she wasnt all dat far away
she sounded great as always
hearing her jus made everything alrite again
i'm so glad we got to have a little chat with u cuz
dun worry, since u get free incoming, we'll try calling u when we call u ;)
u'll always be missed by each and everyone of us
take care sunshine
my brother made my day!
he surprised us by getting a calling card so that we cud call grace.
he's so thotful
i miss my cuzy so much
the moment i heard her voice i knew she wasnt all dat far away
she sounded great as always
hearing her jus made everything alrite again
i'm so glad we got to have a little chat with u cuz
dun worry, since u get free incoming, we'll try calling u when we call u ;)
u'll always be missed by each and everyone of us
take care sunshine
wad cud beefy be up to?
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
my 1st submission
weeeeeeeeeeee................
1 load down quite a lot more to go! haa!
cant wait til i submit my individual essay cos dat wud mean dat i've completed it.
of which until now, i havent even done half!
*sigh* damn difficult..
oh well...
so today's my 1st submission of dis semester! :)
OE the most difficult one yet 1st to be submitted.
nvm at least it was team effort.
Sharon is right. one wud feel more responsible for work done when he/she is working in a team as compared to working alone. cos when u work alone, dere's no motivation.. nobody to brain storm along wif u, argue (in a gd way) abt ideas and share jokes & experiences.
MOR seems tough. it is tough. dats y i find no motivation to do it on my own.
everyone of us are struggling our way out. *sigh*
i'm sure god will make a way when dere seems to be no way.
yup. ok. dis will all be over soon.
my grades are in God's hands. so i shall jus do my best and let God do the rest.
worrying aint gonna get me anywhere..
1 load down quite a lot more to go! haa!
cant wait til i submit my individual essay cos dat wud mean dat i've completed it.
of which until now, i havent even done half!
*sigh* damn difficult..
oh well...
so today's my 1st submission of dis semester! :)
OE the most difficult one yet 1st to be submitted.
nvm at least it was team effort.
Sharon is right. one wud feel more responsible for work done when he/she is working in a team as compared to working alone. cos when u work alone, dere's no motivation.. nobody to brain storm along wif u, argue (in a gd way) abt ideas and share jokes & experiences.
MOR seems tough. it is tough. dats y i find no motivation to do it on my own.
everyone of us are struggling our way out. *sigh*
i'm sure god will make a way when dere seems to be no way.
yup. ok. dis will all be over soon.
my grades are in God's hands. so i shall jus do my best and let God do the rest.
worrying aint gonna get me anywhere..
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
It's National Day!
Happy Birthday everyone! =P
visited an aunt in hospital today.. she fell in church n has a slight fracture in one of the bones in her back.
and worst part is she has osteoperosis.
so women & ladies out dere who dun drink milk, BEWARE!
btw in case some of u duno, Osteoperosis is the case of brittle bones.
probability of it occuring in women is higher den in men.
also, it has the highest chance of occurance in a woman esp during her menopausing yrs.
so pls be careful even when ure young, take lotsa calcium & tk care.
bcos once u fracture a bone, it'll b a nagging pain for life.
so anyone watched NDP? watched a lil earlier.. sia la. GOH is the Commandos dis yr.
haii.. useless.. after duno how many times den finally again.
but the fight is intense la i must say between Guards and Commandos.
tink the commandos' "power" is dying... haa
so ok i can hardly c any hunky dories.. BUT!
i spoted the NDU (Navy) unit!!
i say......................... ROCKS!
wow.. dem in the white uniform.... wow......................
oh well i can only dream...
ok so i'm suppose to be doing my damn essay now of which i only typed the outline thus far.
tsk.
bloody unproductive today.. duno why..
drove my parents frm hm to expo for brunch today den frm expo to east shore hospital.
seems like my parking has improved slightly today.
i somehow tink i drive a lil better wifout my dad ard..
tsk.
but den agn i tink he nag much lesser den when my sis 1st drove.
poor ol' sis.
always kena the shit.
haa! :p
but that makes her who she is. intelligent, swift, decisive and my gd ol' sis ;)
sis is comin back frm Phuket tmr nite & i gotta go pick her :)
i love goin to the airport at nite! hee.
so fun! but jus hope i wont hav to go along.. mayb try to drag my mummy along..
dad can stay hm and kunz cos afterall he's got work the next morning.
sis is arrivin ard 2300hrs.
oh! did i forget to mention.
my daddy has gotten himself a new car.
which means by end sept or so! lyd's gonna hav her own car!!
*gasp*
but den again... i dun want to have to be reliant on the car.. dats not a gd thing..
travelling to sch by public-king aint so bad la
a mth has passed and i aint complaining.. :)
so we shall see how the situation goes la..
oh btw dad got a manual car so guess he & my sis will be using it.
i mayb sometimes so i dun loose touch of my skills.
BUT i tink i'll stick to the auto, cos 1stly its easier, 2ndly, i have gotten the hang of it alr.
so i'm cool wif it. yup.
visited an aunt in hospital today.. she fell in church n has a slight fracture in one of the bones in her back.
and worst part is she has osteoperosis.
so women & ladies out dere who dun drink milk, BEWARE!
btw in case some of u duno, Osteoperosis is the case of brittle bones.
probability of it occuring in women is higher den in men.
also, it has the highest chance of occurance in a woman esp during her menopausing yrs.
so pls be careful even when ure young, take lotsa calcium & tk care.
bcos once u fracture a bone, it'll b a nagging pain for life.
so anyone watched NDP? watched a lil earlier.. sia la. GOH is the Commandos dis yr.
haii.. useless.. after duno how many times den finally again.
but the fight is intense la i must say between Guards and Commandos.
tink the commandos' "power" is dying... haa
so ok i can hardly c any hunky dories.. BUT!
i spoted the NDU (Navy) unit!!
i say......................... ROCKS!
wow.. dem in the white uniform.... wow......................
oh well i can only dream...
ok so i'm suppose to be doing my damn essay now of which i only typed the outline thus far.
tsk.
bloody unproductive today.. duno why..
drove my parents frm hm to expo for brunch today den frm expo to east shore hospital.
seems like my parking has improved slightly today.
i somehow tink i drive a lil better wifout my dad ard..
tsk.
but den agn i tink he nag much lesser den when my sis 1st drove.
poor ol' sis.
always kena the shit.
haa! :p
but that makes her who she is. intelligent, swift, decisive and my gd ol' sis ;)
sis is comin back frm Phuket tmr nite & i gotta go pick her :)
i love goin to the airport at nite! hee.
so fun! but jus hope i wont hav to go along.. mayb try to drag my mummy along..
dad can stay hm and kunz cos afterall he's got work the next morning.
sis is arrivin ard 2300hrs.
oh! did i forget to mention.
my daddy has gotten himself a new car.
which means by end sept or so! lyd's gonna hav her own car!!
*gasp*
but den again... i dun want to have to be reliant on the car.. dats not a gd thing..
travelling to sch by public-king aint so bad la
a mth has passed and i aint complaining.. :)
so we shall see how the situation goes la..
oh btw dad got a manual car so guess he & my sis will be using it.
i mayb sometimes so i dun loose touch of my skills.
BUT i tink i'll stick to the auto, cos 1stly its easier, 2ndly, i have gotten the hang of it alr.
so i'm cool wif it. yup.
Monday, August 08, 2005
blog lag
haha it's been 6days since i last updated my blog!! -__-
oh wellzzz... cant blame me.. i sa such a busy girl.. =P
anyway.. so updates frm my previous entry on 02Aug..
alex & i have almost (95%) completed our pair report!
damn dat chan lai huat.
well jus hope dat it'll turn out jus fine. perhaps a distinction wud be great! ;P
hee.
*keeps fingers crossed*
ok so tmr is National Day... BUT i is got work to do!
a 2000words essay due on 15Aug.
luckily more or less got a lil draft out alr. but haiiya.. duno y i procrastinating..
mayb cos i duno how to do?
damn shit. so unlucky din manage to find any references frm anyone..
sianzzz..
i'm feeling so exhausted rite now.. but still got stuff to do. anyway tmr's a holiday so guess i'll slp in. haa.
got to visit a church aunt in hospital tho.
hmm.. i miss driving too..
oh oh! i must say dis.. wow
i saw so many eye candies on the mrt dis morning when i was on my way to sch!
wow wow wow.
abt 6 or 7 of em' siting opposite me...
tann skin... bald heads... slpy look..
so poor thing la.. but cute sia!
good for me to look look see see la.. best part is i got down before dem.
hee. haii.. y my sch got no good lookin guys one...
wasted.
but i must say so far, i only made one single trip into ngee ann poly for lunch.
my gdness. dat poly is gigantic man! like 10times bigger den TP sia.
totally got lost.
had to wait for alex's fren who studies at the other end of ngee ann to come get us to bring us to the apparently "most happening" canteen in the entire sch.
canteen 1.
tell u.. step into the canteen n u'll b instantly spoilt for choice.
they got all sorts of food at student prices!
dey got the tako poachi balls thingy, muah chi, cup corn, malay, indian, chinese, japanese, western food. one stall selling fruits and one drink stall.
huge canteen man. jus great.
love dat place. will be sure to visit dere again!
also. at ngee ann's canteen.. everyone noes dey r De best at mass comm.
they certainly do live up to it i'm sure.
while i was dere, i had the chance to listen to them broadcast the news, and play music.
great. simply well done. unlike useless CMM pple frm TP..
utter disgrace.
such a torture to have to listen to Media Biz Radio.. eeeeeeee... pls lor...
dun even play nice songs, n best is cant even speak properly. haii
duno wtf they learn also. girls learnt to b sluts and steal pple's bfs.. haha
okok lets not go dere...
eh ya so sim life isnt all dat bad la.
still coping fine wif the pressure. jus a lil worried abt exams.. damn alot to study and answer.
but dat's another story for another time..
peace out.
oh wellzzz... cant blame me.. i sa such a busy girl.. =P
anyway.. so updates frm my previous entry on 02Aug..
alex & i have almost (95%) completed our pair report!
damn dat chan lai huat.
well jus hope dat it'll turn out jus fine. perhaps a distinction wud be great! ;P
hee.
*keeps fingers crossed*
ok so tmr is National Day... BUT i is got work to do!
a 2000words essay due on 15Aug.
luckily more or less got a lil draft out alr. but haiiya.. duno y i procrastinating..
mayb cos i duno how to do?
damn shit. so unlucky din manage to find any references frm anyone..
sianzzz..
i'm feeling so exhausted rite now.. but still got stuff to do. anyway tmr's a holiday so guess i'll slp in. haa.
got to visit a church aunt in hospital tho.
hmm.. i miss driving too..
oh oh! i must say dis.. wow
i saw so many eye candies on the mrt dis morning when i was on my way to sch!
wow wow wow.
abt 6 or 7 of em' siting opposite me...
tann skin... bald heads... slpy look..
so poor thing la.. but cute sia!
good for me to look look see see la.. best part is i got down before dem.
hee. haii.. y my sch got no good lookin guys one...
wasted.
but i must say so far, i only made one single trip into ngee ann poly for lunch.
my gdness. dat poly is gigantic man! like 10times bigger den TP sia.
totally got lost.
had to wait for alex's fren who studies at the other end of ngee ann to come get us to bring us to the apparently "most happening" canteen in the entire sch.
canteen 1.
tell u.. step into the canteen n u'll b instantly spoilt for choice.
they got all sorts of food at student prices!
dey got the tako poachi balls thingy, muah chi, cup corn, malay, indian, chinese, japanese, western food. one stall selling fruits and one drink stall.
huge canteen man. jus great.
love dat place. will be sure to visit dere again!
also. at ngee ann's canteen.. everyone noes dey r De best at mass comm.
they certainly do live up to it i'm sure.
while i was dere, i had the chance to listen to them broadcast the news, and play music.
great. simply well done. unlike useless CMM pple frm TP..
utter disgrace.
such a torture to have to listen to Media Biz Radio.. eeeeeeee... pls lor...
dun even play nice songs, n best is cant even speak properly. haii
duno wtf they learn also. girls learnt to b sluts and steal pple's bfs.. haha
okok lets not go dere...
eh ya so sim life isnt all dat bad la.
still coping fine wif the pressure. jus a lil worried abt exams.. damn alot to study and answer.
but dat's another story for another time..
peace out.
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Agenda for today
am abt to head to the shower to get ready to meet chan in TP for our OE meeting.
its called we signed up for TP library membership so must maximise use.
anyways the book collection dere is happening man.
the next few hrs r crucial.
make it or break it.
haha okok so i m exagerrating... =P
lets hope all works out well for us..
if i make it alive tonite i shall tell u the outcome of our meeting.
peace out.
have a good day all.
its called we signed up for TP library membership so must maximise use.
anyways the book collection dere is happening man.
the next few hrs r crucial.
make it or break it.
haha okok so i m exagerrating... =P
lets hope all works out well for us..
if i make it alive tonite i shall tell u the outcome of our meeting.
peace out.
have a good day all.
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